I woke up to the most marvelous email in my in box. It was from Jonas. I had sent him a thank you card (I am one of those geeks with card-making software - I rarely buy a card) with an image of one of my paintings on it:
[It's called Falling Backwards and is one of my favorites.] He wrote to me:
"Dear Celeste,
Got your sweet card. It's a pleasure to be of service. The image on the card is the first time I have seen your painting and when I opened the envelope my first reaction was WOW. I want to see more. Don't delay.
Paint, paint and then……. paint some more
Jonas"
To say I am thrilled is an understatement. What a wonderful way to start the day!
I am not going to do any packing this morning, even though I am up early. I have to package up a bike to ship (viva la Ebay). I got a bike box, but I am going to have to disassemble some of it and I just hope I have the right tools.
Work has gotten busy, which is good, because it makes the day go by faster. The problem is that when I come home, I literally get in bed. I am not worth a damn after 5:00, and I hate that, because I could have been doing some packing in the evenings. Now I have a lot to do on Saturday. The move is Sunday. Moving blows, but I am looking forward to the new place, because it is forcing me to get rid of some stuff. Also, my commute will go from 30 to 10 minutes. Pretty sweet.
One of my friends said he is going to buy a particular painting of mine with his next paycheck. It's currently hanging at Adorn Salon & Boutique. That would be nice. He had admired it the night of my reception but didn't have the money. I could use the extra bucks, so that would rock. I keep hoping a slot will open up at Woolworth Walk. The exposure would be great.
Happy Tuesday! I had a great day yesterday. I sold another painting at Urban Burrito. That place has turned out to be a lucky one for selling my smaller paintings.
I was sitting in the office at work and I heard a raspy voice say "Hello?" We were closed yesterday so the place was empty. It was Jonas Gerard. He is hanging another painting in the restaurant and came over to look over the space. He told me he wanted me to send him some pictures of my work. I told him I'd rather show him in person, since my pictures don't turn out very well. We started talking, and he asked me the largest size canvas I've painted. I told him it was 30 x 36, but only for financial reasons - that's I'd love to do a larger one. The next thing I know, we are headed to a local art store (one that I didn't even know existed) and he is buying me canvases! I was in shock with gratitude. He bought me 5 canvases, one is 40 x 48! Then we went to his studio and he gave me three more. THEN, he gave me 40 8 oz. jars of the paint he uses (that I can not afford)!!!! I am still in shock. He said I am like his daughter. I feel like God himself was behind this miracle. I have wanted to use Golden paints for so long but could never afford them. It was a "maybe someday" kind of thing. I couldn't help but ask aloud if my Dad was somehow behind this. :) I'd like to think so. Thank you, Jonas! He's not just my hero, he's also my friend (not to mention Santa Claus!).
Happy Veteran's Day. A big salute to our troops, past and present. Whether I agree with the war or not, I honor the people who put their lives on the line for our country. Speaking of which, my Dad's interment will be held on Dec 29 at Arlington Cemetery. 21-gun salute, bugles and all. What an honor. We are taking a limo to the cemetery, naturally. I am sure it will choke me up but in a good way. We decided to ask for donations to be sent to the library in Warrenton. It was his second home before his stroke. He probably read every book in the place. :) The American Heart Association is our back up charity.
My only wish is that my sister Denise will contact the family. She hated my Dad because of how he was during her childhood. I learned the hard way that carrying around hatred and resentment is like taking poison and expecting the other person to die. It just slowly kills your spirit. She hasn't talked to the family since 2004. While I have missed her terribly, my Mom has felt the impact the most. They used to "talk" (at least on email) daily. If you're out there, Denise, please contact Mom. She needs you now.
I am excited today because my beloved Jonas Gerard is doing a live painting performance at 2:00. I will be taking my camera, of course. I can't wait! His art is still hanging in the restaurant. I always walk around and touch them during the day. It lifts my spirits and makes me feel blessed. We are also going to the studio of the daughter of David Pereda, the author and teacher of our fiction class who bought my "Introvert" painting. She does abstract painting. I wish 2:00 would get here! I guess I will do some packing in the meantime. We will probably go early to get a seat. The studio is always packed when Jonas paints.
Well, it's official. We found our new home and are moving in within the next three weeks. It's a much smaller house, so I will have to get rid of some things. My office will be smaller (D gets the larger office this time.) :)
It will be good to get rid of stuff I don't need. One thing I need to get rid of is my collection of CDs. I've already downloaded them to my IPod. There are about 700 of them. I am going to try to sell them on craigslist. Less than $1 a CD. I'd probably make more money listing them individually on Ebay, but what a pain that would be. I am going to try to sell them on craigslist first. Then I have an "Old School" BMX bike that I bought years ago because I was going to use it for parts to fix up another bike that I had wanted as a kid but my Dad wouldn't buy for me because it was expensive. The funny thing was, instead of getting that $300 bike in 1977, I got a Huffy but over time got him to agree to replacing everything but the frame and mag wheels. So, in the end he paid a lot more than $300. Oh, Dad. Silly Rabbit. I am also going to sell my bass. I have had it since 2003 and it just sits there depreciating. If I ever get the urge again, I will buy a cheap Fender. I spent $1500 on the one I have. It's beautiful. Anyway...
I am almost fully recovered from my nose surgery. I don't think I have mentioned it before. I went to the nose doctor because I was hooked on Afrin (is that stupid, or what?) and found out I had a partially deviated septum. It was shaped like an "S." He said it was probably from an old injury. I think it happened when I was playing goalie back in 2006. Or during some clutsy move. I am constantly banging myself up and getting little cuts. The recovery was much worse than I thought. Thank God for Percocet! Not being able to breathe through your nose is really annoying. It still hurts a little, but I am off the Afrin and should be breathing more like a normal person soon.
I am wearing my Dad's ring from his undergraduate college. He had to have it cut off because it got too tight. So, I used pliers to bend it together to fit my index finger. I should have left it up to a jeweler because I bent it a little off-center. When I have extra money again I am going to take it to a jeweler and have them fit it for me. It's a nice way of carrying him with me throughout the day.
I had posted some great pics of my Dad on my Family page, if you want to check them out.
O.k., enough blathering for the moment. Hope you have a great weekend!
I realized that what a wrote yesterday about my Dad was a bit of a downer. My sister sent out the following note to her friends. Other than leaving out that he was a talented artist, she really captured the spirit of who he was:
"Dear friends,
While Tues, Nov 4 was an exciting day for America and one that my Mom enjoyed immensely as she spent the day working the polls for our incredible election, it was a sad one for my family; as my Dad, John Heery died. He fought a remarkable battle these past 18.5 years with my Mom courageously by his side as his advocate and caregiver. This past month we saw a rapid decline, and his last weekend was a rough one for him. We knew his time with us was limited and he would not return home from the hospital and nursing home, but we were not prepared for his sudden passing. His passing will finally bring him some peace.
Prior to his first, permanently damaging stroke in March 1990, my Dad was an avid reader, and a remarkable communicator.. He had the most wonderful way with the written word; writing poems, haiku, and short stories throughout his life. He was a first-generation American from an Irish family who settled in the Bronx. A WWII vet, he used the GI bill to enable him to be the only one in his family to go to college. He earned his master's degree in English from NYU, and his undergraduate psychology degree from Hunter College. Being an avid reader, he was self-taught on many incredible subjects. He had a long career in the space industry and retired from IBM one year prior to his first of many strokes.
Many of you have been so supportive over the years, and I thank you for being my friend. Also, thank you for keeping my Mom and my family in your thoughts and prayers. My Mom has been so strong for so many years, I know if it had not been for her, my Dad would not have been here for so many years (he celebrated his 83rd birthday on Oct 12) or had the quality of life he had since his first stroke. She was with him and there for him every step of the way. I hope she will find the strength to carry on alone after 56 years of marriage.
The interment will be held on Dec 29 at Arlington Cemetery. In lieu of flowers and fruit baskets, a tax-deductible contribution remembrance can be in the name of John P. Heery, to:
Fauquier County Public Library (Warrenton Branch) Att: Linda Yowell 11 Winchester St Warrenton VA 20186
OR the American Heart Association
Acknowledgements sent to:
Vanessa L Herman 8917 Magnolia Ridge Road Fairfax Station VA 22039
Vanessa"
This is a painting he did which I treasure. My Mom told him not to fill in the faces so he left them blank. I thought the end result was cool.
Thanks to everyone who sent their condolences. It really helps.
I am writing today with mixed emotions. First, I am happy - very happy - that Obama won and am filled with hope. Today is a sad day, however, because my Dad died yesterday. He has struggled since his major stroke in 1990. In a way, he died back then. He was never the same since that stroke, and he couldn't communicate or understand very well. His condition deteriorated over the years. In a way, I feel like I never knew him. Two years prior to his stroke he was an active alcoholic and the two years he was dry before his stroke we didn't like each other. So, part of me feels sorry for myself because of this. I know if he hadn't had that stroke that we would have become good friends. We are very much alike in many ways. The good and the bad. My Mom always says so. I am mostly sad for my Mom. While he wasn't much of a partner, he was a live person and that brought her some peace. They were married over 50 years. I pray that God will bring her comfort through this difficult time, and I am grateful that he no longer has to suffer. I love you, Dad.
I am excited to report that I have sold three paintings this week for my highest asking price yet (two of them, anyway)! What a blessing, especially now when we really need the money. The ones which sold are Introvert, Coffee (the large version), and Unnoticed. I will leave them in the gallery, at least for now. I haven't removed the ones that sold or that I have replaced in a while.
I am feeling better. I still have the cold, but it has abated a bit. I had a lot to do today, and have accomplished most of it. Back to work tomorrow.
Hope you had a happy Monday! celeste __________________________________________________
October 26, 2008
As you can see, I have cleared away my blog from the last few months. If you want to catch up, go to my blog archive page.
We just got back from another trip to Northern Virginia/Maryland. The second trip in two months. This time I was taking care of a friend and her son while she recovered from surgery and hubby was at work. Delores visited with family in Maryland. It's good to be home. I have missed painting. I have a gnarly head cold but am fighting it with all my power. It's manageable. Everything is manageable, if you manage it right. How redundant that sounds, but it's true. Sounds like something Yogi Berra would say. I have some challenges in front of me financially, but I prefer to live in faith rather than fear. Just like that church sign that hasn't been changed since we moved here:
God has always somehow taken care of me when I most needed it, as long as I was willing to do the footwork. I am willing. Time management will be of paramount importance to me in the upcoming weeks since I have a job to show up to but still need to find time to make phone calls, run errands, and find time for myself. The same challenges most everyone has, but now I don't have the "luxury" of doing things when I feel like doing them. I am learning to push through. That has never been easy for me since the depression started and my immune system got weakened (I catch everything that goes around, it seems), but I am capable of being stronger than I have been and I just need to remind myself of that.
We need to move. We can't afford, due to recent circumstances, to live where we are. $400 power bills in the Winter for a house that has a lot of rooms and an inefficient (to say the least) heating system just won't cut it. We have more space than we need anyway, and I want to be closer to my job. So, goodbye to the mountain and hello to the next chapter of our life. I am not looking forward to packing, but I am excited about the possibility of living in Asheville and a nice cozy - but roomy enough - space. Both D and I need our separate offices and I need space to paint. If I HAVE to, I can convert a dining room into a small studio. I will just have to cover the walls, ceiling, and floor with tarp so I don't get paint everywhere.
Jonas Gerard posted my testimonial on his web site (at the end). He wrote back:
"Celeste,
That was way beyond what I expected.
Your are indeed very receptive to what's really going on here. Your experience is one the very reason why I paint [sic]. Payment for the sale of a painting is a blessing but this is a lot more fulfilling.
Many get it to some extent but you really got it on a very deep level. Thank you for taking the time to write.
It's too long for a quote on the web site but I will condense it and/or take sections and make up a quote. [He actually included the whole thing]. I'll send it to you. You're so sweet.
Your friend, Jonas"
I have a poem that is in process that I want to send to him too.
I am wordy today. I have a lot on my mind, I guess, and decided to vomit some of it on you. Hope it wasn't too boring. :)